2011-05-14

Double Mind

I pursue you with a double mind,
But with a single brain.
Though my intentions be true and fine,
My purpose's split in twain. 
 
For if I my present loneliness avow,
Do I thus my hitherto-lived years disdain?
And hate my life before I met you,
Each of its days having been lived in vain? 
 
Next to the hope of enduring ador,
I esteem lowly the confusèd days of youth;
But shall I choose my former self to martyr,
If you be not the queen of my heart forsooth? 
 
So then pursue you I ever with divided spirit,
But lest I succeed my will to unify, how can I ever conquer it? 
 
-- April 2, 1991 copyright © 1991, 2005

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